ELLO~!

Soory, computer was out of comisition for a really long time...*sigh* how depressing...

Anyways, yesterday I got it bak, and little more. I now finally have Microsoft office 2003. Which is w00000t! worthy, considering I only had b4 was basic microsoft processor.

Also, me and my boyfriends of 6 months took a nap 2gether^^ NOOOOO! Nothing dirty, watched Cloverfield--never throw a riot and marched down to JJ Abrams maison and egged his house the movie sucked sooooo bad--, put on Undertow::TOOL and feel asleep, fully clothed, in eachother's arms. It was the best^^ I really do love him. There's something more then there was before.

Last relationship was more or less physical attraction, not so much personality wise. Ryan and me just seem golden...I mean sure w/ have our issues and our struggles, but we just fit 2gether right now. Like, it's indescribable. I just really love him, and I've never ben able to relax w/ anybody ever. My parents, my friends, nobody...just him. I could always fall asleep w/ him, I just love him sooo much^^ I sleep w/ the lion he gave me everynight^^ I'm such a ditz and a lil kid sometimes -_-;

ANYWAYS...BACK AT THE RANCH (cows were falling into a hell-mouth)

No not really, but how cool would that be?

I'm working on a new story called Bis Verfall (german title). Shall be cool. More details later^^

CHEERS!
rh!

Anyways
Delicious title asside... I am well

What a suprise. It's been forever since my last post. I bet u all thought I had died horribly b/c a squid kitty had eaten my brains...
Well those people are wrong... so terribly wrong.
Me and my 1st boyfriend have broken up. He was a faggot who fell for a slut.
Guess integrity doesn't count anymore, who knew.
I'm dating some1 new. His name is Ryan Patrick Stofferahn, and he has an itty-bitty baby mohawk^^ It's too cute^^

We've been going out for 2 monthes, and I'm a hopeless romantic. So I'm head over heels for him already^^
I got intouch w/ an old friend. Her name is Lauren, I haven't seen her in forever. I missed her so me and her are going to somewhere this weekend or something... not sure.

So anyways yea... my highly anti-climatic life.

I finally figure out what I want to do w/ my life. I want to be a creative writer^^ I'm actually great at it, and I love it^^ I finished one story-The Spots- and working on another-Skeleton Crush-.

Skeleton Crush reflects a couple personal philosophies... "Your only as pretty as your bones", and "All afflictions of the flesh are easily cured, but all affliction been neathe the flesh are not."
ummmm... yea... I'm quite done.

Cheers^^,
+_-*~rh!~*-_+

Omg... There is something wrong w/ me and I should be in a mental instatution or atleast a sleep study. I had the weirdest dream ever. For some, this is not a shock b/c u've heard some.

Anyways

I was falling off a cliff, and I guess I was calm b/c I wasn't screaming or anything. I see I'm going to fall through, a sky light of this ancient temple thing. I fall throught, but the glass and tracery turn to sticks and leaves. I crash through onto a bed of leaves and sticks. I look up and around. I see 3 people. They have dark skin and course black hair. It is a mother, a little girl, and a baby boy. They look like they are shurpas. Then I see to tunnel things, coming out of the wall, on both sides of me. They look like Myian snakes.

The mother and the girl are looking into this old broken piano. I get up off the ground with out sayign a word and look in. The piano has bars where the front part where the music would go and part of the back. Inside I see two snakes.

One snake is orange-and looks like a python, and cremey white. it's eyes are this glassy plastic blue, like they would be if it was shedding it's skin. It's mouth is wide open like it would be if it was swallowing something, and it was going through the contractions of the throat like it would be to. Behind its head are like lizard feet. The feet bones are xposed and bent up at the joints where the toes connect to the foot. The bones are exposed and u can see inside the feet, and see the torn muscles and bleeding. The smell is awful.

The other snake is black ande white and looks like a python as well. It looks perfectly normal, and is all curled up in itself. It is stareing off into space. Like it doesn;t even see me, or the small family. I look over to them, and Open my mouth to ask about the orange snake. I grip the bars

"What-" and all the bars dissingrate from my hands. I jump back and and look for the shurpa family. They have walked backwards into the shadows, and seemed to have dissappeared.

The black and white snake slithers out lighting quick and goes up the wall. I back up keeping my eye on the black and white snake. The orange and creme snake has slowly lumber out of the piano. And blindly stumbles around the up the wall.

My back is against the other wall, a few feet from where I had fallen through the sky light, and the the both are above the two snake tunnels. I feel a rumble and deep from the within the temple.

Then I see these two huge and black that are 6 times my height come out of the tunnels, and both go up and eat the snake on the oppossing wall from which they sprung forth.

The snakes bind around each other, so there bodies are twisted together, and there faces are together. The hiss at me, and lower there heads down to my level. At this point i look down and I start to trumble. I look up w/ one eye and then I see them both his louder, and go to bite me and then....

I wake up...

So yea... I'm not so scared by anything in my dream but the slow lumbering fucked up orange snake... idky, but that thing scared me the most.

Anyone care to go and take a stab at what it might mean. feel free to. idc I just thought it was worth sharing.

I'm having a major Shika-moment of x-treme laziness. I want to upload some pics, but I would have 2 go upstairs and get what they are on, and well idon't wanna move... Y can't my bat Champignon go do it? O wait he isn't real... I mean really, what kinda of bat is green, pink and black, and is totally plush like? I thought so... *sigh* Ty makes amazing nachos^^ I love them, but I think he put coke in them, b/c now I am addicted to them.
I'm also addicted to Charm School. Mind u I hate Reality TV, but I love Charm School, can't get enought of it. I can't really like any of them, but I like the asian stripper the most. She's the only decent one... and that's saying something about the others. So anyways... there is a lot of daytime TV in my future b/c skool is out! I wish it wasn't... I hate daytime TV. But VH1 is alright. I like them, and maybe the A/E. I LOVE CRISS ANGEL!!!! MIND FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111!!!1!1!!1!!1!!!!!!!!!!!one!!!!1!!!!!1!111!!1
O well I might update... later...maybe... probably not. Atleast I'm honest...

+_-*~Rh!~*-_+

God bless Freedom Fries!!!
My nail broke while I was writing a note (is this Karma knocking...?), and then it tore all the way off in PE (Note to self... never answer that door again!) So yea... I feel like a little part of me died... and my fingers look ugly now... So sad...O well I guess this is karmic pay-back for events that happened earlier in the week. (And it's only been 1 day!) So yea... they used 2 be an inch long and they were real!!! So sad...
-Kinky (don't ask...)